How
How is possible to be so selfish
You don’t care if you hurt my feelings
How could you put so much hate on me when I’ve done nothing
You’re constantly judging me
I’m never good enough for you
You should know how it makes me feel
Why is it so impossible for you to be proud of me for once
I can’t even be proud of myself without you shooting me down
Every one of my smiles stay short lived when you look at me
All it takes is one glance and I can hear you saying how pathetic I am
Or how I’m nothing and will never be anything
The lack of faith you have in me is so unbelievable
We are so close but there is so much hate between us
You murder my dreams
You ruin my good times
You lower my confidence
Normally someone would ask why I put up with you
Or why do I need your approval anyways
They would say not to hang out with you if I told them
But it’s not that simple
it’s actually impossible
You’re everything to me
Without you Id be dead
With you I feel like I am dead
You look at me disgusted in me
I’m such a mess you don’t know what to do with me
I suppose that’s why you don’t try to help
I wish I didn’t care about your stupid opinion so much
I could never tell you how I feel
How hurt I am
It’d be embarrassing to say out loud
I’d feel like an idiot
You should already know how I feel anyways
If I said something to you people would call me strange
Whisper about me
I don’t blame them
I mean do you know how crazy you look when you talk to yourself