I really want to forget this
Although my heart is bursting with bitterness

With us being at the crossroads makes my eyes fill up with tears
Because I’m sitting here wondering where do we go from here

If you do go or if you stay
No matter what happens I’m going to miss you either way

Needing you bad like the desert needs the rain
You didn’t even realize until you started to feel the pain.

I can’t believe that you left me this way
Scarred, torn, and ashamed where I wouldn’t want to lift my up for another day

Seeing you for who you really are
Makes me want to hit you with a crow bar

You knew all along
That you where dead wrong

Flipping her over like a churn
Releasing sperm after sperm

I’m trying my hardest to forget this
But my heart is full of bitterness

I use to believe every word you said
Right now I just wish that you were dead

But I will tell you what I’m going to do
You and I are completely through

I did the best that I can; and now I’m asking the question why
Was it worth it to sit there and lie?

You had me feeling like I was no good
Did your mistress do a better job than I ever could?

I use to be so strong
But what you did it took my soul

I’m crying, can’t stop crying
Because I was the only one who was really trying

I know you didn’t want to hurt me
But you could have told me that you wasn’t happy

I’m trying my hardest to forget this
But my heart is bursting with bitterness