You look into my eyes
What can you see?
Can you see rage, anger,
Or maybe just me?

Leaning down in this abyss
I say to you
I have to stop my begging
I don't see what I can do

I beat myself up
Just because I love
This is not what I should feel
He said so there above

I don't care anymore
If we live or die
If I ever meet your standards
If I ever stop my cry

I don't know what to say
But I've had enough
It hurts a bit too much
It's kinda too tough

There's so many signs
I'm not supposed to do this
Though I just want to be happy
Such an unreachable wish

I cannot have you
So go, leave me alone
You hurt me everyday
This situation, I need to own

Don't make me go back
To square one
I want to finish this
Let it be over and done

Because I'm going nowhere
Pain all over again
I think I'm quite stupid, actually
I didn't ask for a hand

I'm quite insane now
Too much, I guess
I didn't wanna be this way
Now I just want some rest

So leave and be happy
I'll try to make myself dare
To never look at you again
I don't care

I don't care