My eyes are feeling so heavy but they never seem to close,
The wind is blowing through the window but its never cold.
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone,
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own,
I'm bound to be a lost soul.

And I can feel you breathing,
Something I never did or felt before.
And it's keeping me awake,
I want to hear more.
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's a voice I've never listened to.

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips,
Its haunting me down to my fingertips.
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss I give.
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now,
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with unreasonable doubt.

I'm breathing,
Something I've never done before.
I was dead and what happened that made me feel so unsure?
I was alive, right? I had not died right?
I'm finally breathing and it scares me.
I took the breath of life.

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run?
But I'm going with run because that's all I ever done.
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same.
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away,
And I'm going to throw it away again, like always.
Because I'm still lost on the broken pathway.

And I can feel you breathing on my neck,
And it's keeping me awake,
Can you feel its final beating?
My heart's sinking like a black hole.

What can I say? I'm not what I want to be.
I'm not even who I use to be.
I loved the old me.
You say you'll never leave me,
And I left you.
I've crushed your pride and a little part of you died.

I'm alive but I had to kill all I loved to find what was right,
In front of my eyes.
I'm finally breathing and my heart is continuing its beating.