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Im not okay

February 27, 2014
By jazziebear BRONZE, Huntingdon, Other
jazziebear BRONZE, Huntingdon, Other
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Favorite Quote:
“Live your life, listen to your music way to loud, be crazy and as 'different' as you want to be and always remember your not alone” -andy biersack


you sat me down like an adult not a child,

told me i needed to try harder,

so try harder i did.

i came back smiling, it was tough,

you shoved me away,

said it wasn’t good enough,

i kept on trying,

you kept on pushing,

each and every time,

i felt like dying.

im no longer trying to be good enough,

im trying to stay awake,

stay strong, but its a bluff,

its hard, i admit,

the fire in my heart is almost out,

it is a struggle to keep it lit,

my mind is saying just go and die,

no ones there to say dont go,

im not okay, but i have to lie.


The author's comments:
this piece was inspired by my home life. i was always pushed away by my family and i ended up with depression. writing has helped me through it and now im better. i hope when people read this they realise that they are not alone and that writing does help.

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