Something strange is happening. Nothing ever felt so sweet. It seems that a coding is breaking. Breaking very deep. It feels as warm as the sun on a cold winter day. But as terrifying as the words which he becomes to say. Every glance just takes my breath away. And then when I look into his eyes everything seems ok. Then when we walk hand in hand the world around me just seems to fade to gray. The feeling seems like a dream. A dream that will never really be seen. This is the feeling that gets me through each awful day. The feeling that I pray for to stay just for one more day.
October 23, 2008