Up in all the light and glory. High above all my worries. Light shining over me. Feeling light. Feet lift. Eyes are glistening with pure joy. Cherishing every minute of every moment. New and fresh. Small breeze filling inside me but not making me hollow. Then all of a sudden with no warning, feet become heavy. My once shine now dull. Feeling heavy. Eyes become blind. Ground to feet. Brought back to Earth. Reality checked. What they said isn’t true to me. Yet sadly knowing. Slightly crying. What they said is true to them and true to enough to say. I’m not alone, but no one is within reach. No pity wanted. Nor charity needed. But understanding.
October 20, 2008