i forgive u

i forgive you for the lies
for your terrible disguise
that you strung me along
with your entrancing song

i forgive you for making me think
that we had some kind of special link
for pushing me away
and showing me true dismay

i forgive you for the disarray
for turning my sky grey
that you left me high and dry
for reasons i don't know why

i forgive you for breaking my heart
then shattering every single part
for the thousands of tears i shed
during endless nights in my bed

i forgive you for the pain
for making me feel insane
for the dagger thrust in my chest
that's awaken a new found arrest