As i find myself drifting away
I find a happy place
im in you arms
i feel
happy,painless,carefree
i feel like im finally some1 pretty
someone important
someone loved
like i have the whole world at my finger tips
i begin to choke
as reallity rushes back
i knew that wasnt the things really were
it was all just a dream,
a hope,
a wish
you dont feel the same way
i feel like you just shoved me
off the harsh cliffs of reality
i feel weightless
yet heavier than ever as i fall
faster and faster
i tumble head over heels
as the water grows near
an attempted sceam
S I L E N C E D
as i plunge into the icy cold water
every last breath drawn away from my lungs
torn away from my lips
paralized as i sink
deeper and deeper into the darkness
with every lost breath the world grows darker and darker
with every passing second...
every tick of the clock
i grow weaker and weaker
my eyes are wide open
i look around
i see nothing,just darkness
the weight of the world,
collapesing over me
like a doll,long forgotten,
under the ruble and ruins
something from in darkness
keeps dragging me further from the surface,
further from life
helpless to whats happening
unmoveing,



paralized from the cold
head thrown back i stare to the heavens
for a momment i see a spec of light
a spec of hope
swallowed by darkness within a few bitter seconds
feeling alone and forgotteen
i hit sumthing solid
sending a sharp pain through out me
ive hit the bottom
finally able to move
hot tears pour out
and roll down my cheeks
i struggle to push off the rocky bottom
to make it back to surface
to breath again
but sumthing keeps me from riseing any higher
i just keep sinking
i fight with all of whats left of my strength
i make no progress
there is no way im gonna get out of this........
not on my own
ill just have to keep fiteing...
fiteing till im claimed by my watery grave
or mabe, just mabe, one day.....
i'll be saved
my life might continue
but not without the very painfull memory
of who ive lost
and what i've been through