What if I was broken
What if I was lost and hopeless
And you were the knight that saved me
Instead of the monster who broke me

What if I was right to fall for you
What if, because I was broken, I didn’t see the goodness in you
And I was the reason for our downfall
Me and my selfish heart

What if I wasn’t so focused on my flaws
What if I tamed the ruthless beast that dwelled in your soul
And I didn’t run away in the cowardice
Deeply imbedded in my heart after what you did

What if you are still the innocent boy I saw years ago
With twinkling eyes and a pure heart
And there was still hope existing in this hopeless world
I just need to find it; I just need to find it

And I walk in the darkness screaming your name
I can’t get over what has played out
I can’t seem to understand how something so good
Turns into something so bad
But still I search
I never give up
I scream your name as I walk through this endless blackness
All the while thinking the same thing
The same question over and over again
What if I am delusional
What if I am delusional