i hate the way you waltz into my life, eyes bright, not a care in the world, ready to start it all over.
you always end it bad, like you have no idea what to do with yourself so you just go.
deep down, i try to turn these mixed emotions into something real.
i rerun memories in my head for some support- to reassure me it was all real.
that time you said i love you,
those times you helped me through a tough spot.
when you laughed at me and wanted to know more,
more about me.
i was too flattered and blind to realize what was really going on.
then you waltz out of my life, pretending i wasn't even there, i was just there for the time being.
everything inside me was split, you made me, you were apart of me.
for days i slept, i dreamt it was a joke and thought of a new ending and you would actually come back and look for me, say goodbye and say that you love me. end it the right way.
i hate the way you waltz into my life, eyes bright, not a care in the world, ready to forget the last time we met.