I don’t know what's happening,
Sometimes I just want to fall.
I wish I could be born a new,
Relearn how to think, love, and crawl.
I don’t know what I thinking,
I just take it for the moment.
Living day-to-day,
Then the next regret it.
My life’s so crazy,
Sometimes I pretend its not even mine.
I try to forget,
But that only last a certain amount of time.
I’m so confused,
Filled with uncertainty.
With every choice I make,
Its like there’s no keeping anyone happy.
I know I’m not perfect,
Now and days who is?
Trying to be something I'm not,
It’s so hard to pretend to be a kid.
My life’s been difficult,
I’m part to blame.
Growing up so fast,
An option filled with shame.
If I had known of the pain,
Being a teenager comes with,
I would of stayed 12,
Not wanting to be reminded of what I'd miss.
4 years have gone since innocence swiped.
4 years have gone bye since I haven’t slept at night.
I don’t blame anybody,
Just in the back of my mind,
I say they’re responsible.
I know that’s not right,
But that’s the way I feel.
I believe if one that day,
The sun never raised,
Id still be my moms little girl,
Forever in her eyes.