It's that time again, the time when the cold icy chains wrap around my warm heart. My heart is so warm but not warm enough to melt the icy chains. Why does this time have to always come? It haunts me like halloween but it's not a holiday or a season. So why must it come every year? Just when I thought I found the person I want to give my warm heart to, the icy cold chains come. Clinging and clanging in the distance and echoing in my mind. It's like my heart is forbidden to love because every time I do the icy cold chains clutch my heart and kill the warmth so that I'll never love again. My heart becomes cold and so do I. All I ever long for now is the warmth he gave my heart and the warmth that made me smile and laugh. It's right there in front of me but the cold icy chains on my heart are keeping me back.
August 26, 2008