i'll be there

I'LL BE THERE FOR ME
TODAY FOR A SECOND I WAITED
A PAUSE THAT I NEEDED TO TAKE
HELD TIGHT WERE MY EYES TO THE PILLOW
A MOMENT WAS NEEDED TO LISTEN ,
TO THE SILENCE THAT FILLED THE NEW DAY.
A MOMENT TO BE MORE DECISIVE ,
ABOUT THE SELF THAT I WANT TO PORTRAY

SOMETIMES I WISH I FELT PRETTY
SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS MORE
SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD VANISH
THROUGH A PROMISING WIDE OPEN DOOR

SOMETIMES I WISH I FELT NEEDED
SOMETIMES I WISH I WERE TRUE
SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD REALIZE
ALL THE THINGS THAT I'VE DONE AND NEED TO DO

BUT THE WISHES OF MAYBE ARE COUNTLESS AND HOURS DO AGREE

THAT TIME MAKES A HABIT OF SLIPPING AWAY ,
AND THERE'S ONLY ONE CHANCE TO BE ME .

I'LL ALWAYS KNOW WHEN I'M TIRED
AND I'LL ALWAYS KNOW EACH MISTAKE .
I'LL ALWAYS KNOW WHEN I'M HAPPY ,
AND I'LL ALWAYS KNOW WHEN I'M FAKE

I'LL NEVER REGRET THAT WHICH HAPPENS , I'LL NEVER DENY A GOOD FRIEND

I'LL NEVER, ON PURPOSE , HARM MY OWN HEART

I'LL BE THERE FOR ME IN THE END