11:25PM

Never thought I would be asking you this.
Will you please take me back?
I think about you every day.
Wonder what it would be like if we were still together.
Want to be back with you so badly!
Don’t know how badly you hurt me.
Don’t think you’d care if you’d known.
Still haven’t let the memory of what used to be go.
You’re still in my heart, soul, forever, always.
Never had anyone like you.
Now you’re gone, want you back.
‘Do you want to get back together.’
Think that’s the wrong question.
Don’t think that you’ll answer me.
Can see it coming.
I still talk about you all the time.
You never had any answers to any of my questions.
Never explain yourself.
I miss you so much.
I can’t say ‘goodbye’, let you go.
I’ll be hanging on to you forever.
I’m done cryin’ over you.
That was the first half of my pain the rest is emotional.
A throbbing in my heart.
Like a headache that I can’t get rid of.
I’m so alone without you saying that you love me.
Don’t know what you’d do if I told you that again.
I want to be able to say it so badly -- but don’t have the guts to.
Want to cry over you probably will tonight.
Hopefully….
Gonna’ have you read this sometime when I’m ready.
Starting to cry now, I was strong for a long time, don’t know how much longer I can go on like this.
I can’t. I’ll break soon, go over the edge again.
Just talked to you.
Filled my head with thoughts, feelings that made me feel worse that I was in the first place.
Won’t be able to sleep tonight, can see it coming.
I’ll lie awake thinking bout’ what you said.
Always do, always will.
I don’t feel like writing anymore, more like crying.
I dream about you all the time.
As a tear falls from my eye.
I thought I was over this, crying that is.
Guess I still hurt on the inside.
Everyone asks me if I’m okay.
I can’t lie to them..
So I say no, I’m really not.
Can’t lie.
Need to say everything I feel, get all my thoughts on paper.
Gonna’ be the only one up now.
Gonna’ still write.
Have way too many thoughts in my head.
Thoughts bout you, all the time that never leave me.