Suicidal thoughts

To die alone in this lonely sorrow,
Don't wanna live until tomorrow.
Wanna see what lies ahead
In my wooden coffin I call a bed,
Be put away, for years to rot
At this Cemetary in my plot.
Tomb stone over, saying my name
Just when I died and whence I came.
Wanna leave this world that was gave.
Don't even want my name engraved,
Thrown to the side I wouldn't care.
Wanna leave this world, this isn't fair
Life oh life who really cares
Death is my friend and in his eyes I stare