Momma I catch myself still texting you because I need you more and more each day. I never thought it would be this hard but day by day it is. And it seems like the count down for my birthday is getting slower sometimes I wish I didn't have to count anymore nd never wake up just so I can be next to you. I cry and I don't know why its never gonna brang you back. I don't know its just a thought I love you every day.