When you look at me I see what I shouldn’t see.
Everything and every opportunity that I’ve ever had.
You make me feel so bad
Because I see what I should have done so long ago.
When I see you I scream.
I don’t want to be that girl that I am.
I want to be that girl so close in your arms.
The girl I hear about so often.

I wanna re-wind time.
Too much has past.
I want to be that girl standing in that alter right now.
I should have told you what was going on.
Maybe things would be different.
Maybe,
Just maybe,
I would be the girl you love
And not just the best friend.