She excels in everything, by doing the bare minimum.
She gets the perfect boyfriend, yet lets him slip away.
She is friends with everyone, and doesn't even try.
I put a brave face on every day, and watch as people pass me by.

She gets a scholarship, yet knows she'll turn it down.
She knows she'll get in anywhere, but still feigns concern.
She didn't even bother with her applications, yet they came out perfectly.
I tried my hardest, and got through just barely.

She only gets one mark more, without a glance at a book.
She is admired by everyone, winning them with a look.
She is just better in every way, from the moment she was born.
I just fade into the background, and wish to be no more.

I hate her venomously, and I hate myself for it.
I love her dearly, and wish her well.
She's my best friend and my worst enemy.
And I don't know what to do.