when i was younger my dad use to hit me i was just a little girl. how was i supposed to know that it was wrong? i didn't get the courage to stand up to my dad until my boyfriend now ex-boyfriend dumped me because , i found out that he cheated on me. now to this day i thank my ex-boyfriend. my dad always discriminated me because i was fat and i am short. my dad used to tell me that no one will ever like me because, i act like a whore but, how can you act like a whore if your 4-10 years of age. when you get called that a lot of your life you start to believe it. now when i look at myself in the mirror i see a fat ugly whore.
February 28, 2012