You got me, I’m captured, but I’ve been in situations like this before. So instead of tear, you’ll get an outburst of nothing but laughter.

You won, yeah that’s what you believe, but in my eyes I’m winning because fear isn’t what I see, I see me getting away, the exit isn’t clear but the distance isn’t very far away.

I’m here, just for a little while...but, soon I will be free, count my blessing and pray and wait for all my questions to ring God’s ears, and these days I’ll lose count in all I fear. I’m ready for anything to take place, your last days, isn’t that how you supposed to end your life? Your young, never did or seen much life.

Believe me the count down, is spine chilling. The count down is just beginning, telling people I’m calm when I’m just a tad bit scarier then them. I’m only pretending because deep down I’m still in fear. I want my heart, I want my parts, I’m tired of being the victim, but that’s just life as a unwind kid.