The Rotting Mass Inside My Chest

Are you happy with him?

Cause I know I'm not.

But I'll pretend I'm fine

While my heart slowly rots


I miss you so much

It's driving me insane,

And there's nothing I can do

To ease this excruciating pain.


Every time I think about you

The pain rushes to my heart.

A pain that makes me wish I was dead

Cause it feels like my heart is being ripped apart.


And the memories are the worst

Cause they're all I have left of you.

I cry and cry and cry over them

Cause that's all I can do. v

I wish upon a shooting star

That you'll come back to me

But I know that's a pointless thing to do

Cause shooting star wishes are only granted in fantasies.


I have no more tears to cry

But don't think I'm over you cause I'm not.

I'm so very far from being there,

And you can tell by my rotting heart.