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The Rotting Mass Inside My Chest

Are you happy with him?

Cause I know I'm not.

But I'll pretend I'm fine

While my heart slowly rots


I miss you so much

It's driving me insane,

And there's nothing I can do

To ease this excruciating pain.


Every time I think about you

The pain rushes to my heart.

A pain that makes me wish I was dead

Cause it feels like my heart is being ripped apart.


And the memories are the worst

Cause they're all I have left of you.

I cry and cry and cry over them

Cause that's all I can do. v

I wish upon a shooting star

That you'll come back to me

But I know that's a pointless thing to do

Cause shooting star wishes are only granted in fantasies.


I have no more tears to cry

But don't think I'm over you cause I'm not.

I'm so very far from being there,

And you can tell by my rotting heart.



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LilZo11 said...
Feb. 16, 2012 at 5:17 pm:
this is really really good, it drips with emotion. therefor: i love it
 
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writerfreak21231This teenager is a 'regular' and has contributed a lot of work, comments and/or forum posts, and has received many votes and high ratings over a long period of time. said...
Feb. 15, 2012 at 5:55 pm:
This was full of emotion! Bravo! And I'm sorry. :)(:
 
TheAustinator replied...
Feb. 16, 2012 at 4:24 pm :
Thanks for the comment! And for being sorry for me although it doesn't bother me anymore but thanks anyway!
 
writerfreak21231This teenager is a 'regular' and has contributed a lot of work, comments and/or forum posts, and has received many votes and high ratings over a long period of time. replied...
Feb. 17, 2012 at 9:39 am :
That's good! :)(: u can't stay sad forever!
 
TheAustinator replied...
Feb. 17, 2012 at 5:04 pm :
No you can't. It sort of took me a while to realize that.
 
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