I knew I never belonged here,My existence from the beginning was rare.
I hate acknowledging the fact that I'm here today,If I had my choice,I'd choose another way. I'm frustrated,angry and awfully scared, that I will face my demise when I'm most unprepared.I refuse to live the way I'm doing,the person I've become is a total ruin.It hurts me to see my loved ones cry,but I can't erase the thoughts of wanting to die.Living is hard and painfully unfair,I wish things were much different than it is here. I'm sorry for the pain I put others through,Its just when you fall,you don't know what to do.