I use to wish I was anywhere but here, but now I never wish to leave again. I use to think life wasnt good, but now I know life is great. I use to hate being near my parents, but now i am learning they did mostly everything for me. I use to be mad at God for letting a friend die, but now I know she will always be safe. I use to make fun of myself for friends, but now i dont care what you think of me. I use to do things under the influence, but now I know that was all stupid. I use to hate myself, but now I am learning to love me again.
February 12, 2008