this year will be differnt


i say to myself............


as i pour pour a glass of milk

on the shelf..................





but as i think about it


i miss my my old life!!!!!


movin is like changin life!!


and i miss my old one!!!!!!



i think about old frendzz


and how it use to be.....


now i think about it......


i miss me..................






but everyhing is changin


and everthing is different


i miss my freindz and family


from a sting my life is hangin



everything is differnt now


but all still the same.....


im so confused now.........


and hate this stupid game



my mind is racing now....


and i dont know how or why


everything is the same now


i feel like i might die....



i miss my old life......


i wish my mom could see....


that i do love this life...


but its not me.............



things are different here


nobody is the same......


i wish i had my old friendz


who i held dear............




now i have a friend.....


i miss the old ones


but i won t forget them..


or ever leave this one!!!!







everything is good now



i finally fit in.......


i love my new frienz but


the old ones i wont forget!




my new life is great!!



but ill always remember



the old way i lived!!!!


nothin is wrong now....!




i will always have



memories of how it was



but that is apart of me



i will never forget......