My mind is trying to lose itself.
I'm so lost and confused.
I don't want want to break his heart,
but I need us to be apart.
I don't want to answer my phone.
Just leave me alone.
Don't want his "I Love You" sentiments.
Don't want his never-ending compliments.
He's always right there,
but I can't make myself care.
I'm hanging on by a string,
then of course my phone rings.
I know who's on the line.
He says, "you'll always be mine."
He won't leave me alone,
and there's fear in his tone.
He knows something is wrong.
I know now it won't be long.
He just won't take the hint,
but my love is not worth a cent.
I just need to get away.
Can I last another day?
I just long to be free.
He's smothering me.
I just want to see.
I need to find me
somewhere out there, or here in my head.
Yet hurting him I just can't help but dread.
I love him enough not to leave him alone,
but i know in my heart that he'll never be my home.
It's all up to me.
I will make myself free.
I'm not running away,
but I need a new day,
and I need a new night,
so I will make things right.
I know it won't be long.
I'll just have to be strong.
I will find my new day.
I will get away.
I will find my new night.
I will make everything right.
My mind will find itself.