Why do you stay silent,
When you see me suffer.
I know you look down one me
With eyes of pity.
I did not choose sin
I did not choose pain
I did not choose to stray from family.
They are the ones…that choose to stay away.
God why do you abandone me in my time of need?
With those soft holy hands, with that bread you feed.
My family chose to stray far far away,
When I lie here, thinking day by day.
Oh god why do you turn away from me?
When it is your hope and fait, I seek.
Iv given it time, to get better.
Why cant I just sleep forever?
What I choose is sin, god deny me
I feel his eyes looking down on me with such great pity.
Oh god I chose sin, over holy being.
I chose the path to hell not heaven.
Why did you turn away from me?
And my homosexuality!