Patterns of tears fall from my eyes
each time i think about the time i degraded myself
every time i see your face i hang my head
because i am ashamed of myself
but these things i dream about daily..
like your heartbeat.. these thoughts keep going
flooding my mind and my heart
unraveling my spirit, your
de-threading me
like the devil you just keep pulling, and sucking the life out of me
like the coffee stains on your teeth
because even though i try to hide it something like crest 3D
i know that everyone can still see
that your staining my dreams, like the blood stains in my sheets
and no matter how many times i Clorox them you will always be a left over memory