sporadic envisioning AND a reason AND never ending phosphorescence of glowing perspective Pet peeves are illegitimate i do not conform to any label which defines my annoyances as dogs and cats BUT timid loutish discrepancies AND i would love to be able to decipher the faces of strangers My purpose is not to simply exist but to decode my own existance We love the hurt of love because it is pleasant to know that an individual can conclude that you are the personification of every sweet aspect of this life and the next AND streaming waking refreshing mind due to poor sleep mind is tired Those who I barely know entitle mind Infidel Manifesto AND i do hope that these emphasized conjunctions live up to their word and summon the coalescence of every poor plead i make BUT i am neither within nor without the boundaries of either attaining hopeless ignorance OR being the royal heir of james baldwin AND i do not like decisions in dire need of my making I am broke I am rich in heart I am alone I am surrounded by unfinished songs and life drenched schizophrenic insomniac spiritual sacreligious writings AND the feeling of relinquishing the aspects of heart that are never meant to be shared and contemplated This is absolutely useless do not read this it will not help you this is no bardic scholarly wisdom for the new age of hipster neo-beat poetry youth find to grant their creative headrushes insatiable this is nothing NO ALL NO THIS NO NOTHING just lost hope burning shivering to find a heaven in anothers brainwaves