At first it was all love for you. You made my days brighter. I looked forward to getting up everyday just to see your smiling face. You were all i thought about night and day. I felt like i couldn't live without you in my arms. I loved you and i thought you loved me. One day it all changed in an instant. You hurt me so much even if you didn't mean to. I'm hurt so much that now i hate you. I hate you so mucj that everything that reminded me of you had to be put away. I hate having to see you everyday, but one day maybe that will all change. It's sad to say I now know how it feels to love and hate someone i thought cared about me.
Love & Hate
April 1, 2008