Please understand that it is hard for me to trust. Because even I've confused love with lust. I'm tired of being made into a fool and letting judgment be so cruel. Hateful words lowered my self esteem as if they weighed a ton. Then believing I was beautiful was done. I let my heart become cold And my emotions, I never told. I told myself I’m done with believing and falling for 'loves' schemes. So I stopped loving in reality and left it in my dreams.