My head is reeling as I flirt with suicide

Mind f***ed and dumped in the gutter

I've led you to believe the truest lies

Slam the window shut on my life, close the shutter



Convulsions breathe into a new sensation

Paranoia scolds me, I brace a new invasion

My mind is delicate, fragile little flower

I rock the cradle back and forth

As the people run and cower



*Convulsions I digress

Emotions I repress

Drag the darkness far behind

Invigorate my stress*



Trench coat black full body sadness

Coats the demon drenched in madness

Fingers numb parasitic cold and icy blue

Still hot enough to blow a bullet in you



Another day another columbine

Sickness diverted in due time

Alone I break and fall apart

Just like the stitches of my heart



*(repeat chorus x3)