Same story, same lies and I’m in the same position. Here I am once again, emotionless as the tears stroll down my face. The cuts are multiplying and I can’t seem to control them anymore. The more I’m cut open, the less I can feel. You’re slowly butchering me and you don’t care enough to stop me. I keep telling myself that I won’t let you hurt me more then you already have but, no matter how many times I say it its not going to come true. The pain you’ve caused me is unreal and I’m not strong enough to handle it anymore. I’m withering away into nothing. As you watch me suffer from the sidelines, I hope you know its all because of you; I’m a mess because of you.
August 15, 2011