I find it harder everyday,
To live these lies and pretend to be okay. My best friend is gone, and my dad to, and now i feel like I'm loosing you.
I try my best to hold onto this, I try to savor every last kiss.
Because one day I will wake up and you won't be here, Being alone is my worst fear.
These horrid thoughts go through my head,
Maybe it won't be so bad when I'm dead. I'm trying my best to hold on, But it's hard when all the ones you love are gone. I try to find forever in your eyes, but I just watch as our love slowly dies. Promise me you will never leave, and I will try my hardest to believe. That what your promising will be true, But will anybody ever mean I love you?