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why i cannot speak to you
alexus…..alexus who? this is how it should be
even though its not what we want we have to understand and see
lets get it through our heads theres nothing we can do instead
for once lets open up and lay the problems off to bed
i know that your crying hunny because im crying too
this was never what i imagined for us its never something i wanted to do
alexus what? alexus who? alexus has a breaking point and she made it stop at you
this isnt right it isnt fair all alexus wanted was someone to care
you didnt have to be a prince or buy a dozens roses
she just wanted you to hold her hand before her love door closes
this isnt to put you down in anyway i have respect for you no questions asked
it isnt another i desire hopefully this will be my last
because i am sacred and im confused your not something i want to lose
but i am me you have to see its all that i can perform
my heart is right there with you always but my trust for you is torn
im sorry that the way ive told you wasnt as easy as can be
but talking to you brings back our love theres no way you can disagree
so instead i write this simple poem with meaning and emotion
to show my love will never die for you ill always have devotion
ill always care and be your friend ill never let you feel alone untill the very end
but our vines grew apart and i dont want to keep you
you are a strong man i dont want to stop you… from anything you thought you could do
but memories there are more than a few
you rescued me from myself i took my feelings off my dusty shelf
i read them to you with nothing but love
and our lives started to fit like a glove
you held me at night when i cried full of fear
you promised me happiness you promised youd always be near
and although we fight and hurt the other you never broke your promise you never left me for another
at first you where just the boy who drove me to school but then you stood by me even when i was cruel
and id tell you when you were being an a** because sometimes you were but you always took it productively and changed between class
you protected me against my mother even though i blew our cover
you showed me not to accept things just because someone says them even if it brought some mayhem
you told me im beautiful and made me believe it even though i wanted to give up sometimes you showed me never to quit
right now we are fighting and it hurts because you are my love…my fate…… my something from above
i dont ask for your understanding i know i just hurt you but its something i had to say and something i had to do
i lost sight of your love your want and your commitment it wasnt before this is all so recent
and i dont know what you want because you cant ever tell me you never let me see
you dont have to be strong all the time i thought we had crossed that line
so for now we are apart should it be like this..i dont think so in my heart
if our paths shall cross again in the future not at all or in the present your love will be in the pavement…. in my heart in my mind in my eyes
even when im lying because ill say i dont care but really i do….all i need was to hear it from you.
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