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a promise broken

June 9, 2011
By crushed BRONZE, Juneau, Alaska
crushed BRONZE, Juneau, Alaska
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A PROMISE BROKEN
IS A HEART SHATTERED, A SOUL TRAUMATIZED WHEN I LOVE THAT PERSON, BECAUSE I TRUST THAT PERSON.
WHEN THAT PERSON IS THE ONLY ONE WHO EVER TRIED TO HELP, IN MY EYES, WHEN THAT PERSON KEPT ME SAFE.
A PROMISE BROKEN BRINGS INSECURITY, MISTRUST, IS AN ATTACK SESSION UPON MYSELF. ITS A LOSS OF HOPE THAT THINGS WILL CHANGE.
A PROMISE BROKEN, LEAVES ME CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP, AND WRAPPING MY ARRMS AROUND MYSELF TO STAY HELD TOGETHER. IT BRINGS AN URGE TO JUST GIVE UP.
A PROMISE BROKEN,
IS A FLASHBACK TO MY PAST. A PAST FILLED WITH ABUSE, NEGLECT, PAIN AND SUFFERING.
ITS A RAZOR BLADE TO MY WRIST.
A PROMISE BROKEN,
YOU MAY THINK IT SOUNDS CRAZY, IF YOU DONT KNOW THE STORY. BUT YOU KNEW I WAS VULNERABLE, THAT I HAD NO ONE TO LEAN ON. YOU KNEW HOW I TRUSTED YOU. YOU KNEW HOW I FELT. YOU KNEW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN.... BUT YOU MESSED WITH MY MIND, YOU SHREDDED EVERY BIT OF MY HEART TO PIECES. YOU PUT THE LOADED GN TO MY HEAD AND SHOWED ME HOW TO PULL THE TRIGGER. THIS IS WHY ITS NOT OKAY, BECAUSE YOU HAD POWER. AND CONVENIENTLY, IT ALL RUNS IN YOUR TIME. UNTIL NOW.

The author's comments:
I WAS IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP THAT REALLY MESSED ME UP. I STILL FEEL THE EFFECTS OF IT. I JUST WANT TO LET OTHERS KNOW THEYRE NOT ALONE.

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