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He lays there Restless from his frustration Mind racing like a cheatah that can't makeup his mind but be lays there Pondering and wishing that his future matched with his imagination
Or even that his past went a little better Remembering all the times he gave his all to the female he thought would return the favor
And how she made him eat every sweet word he ever said to her
This was a result of him doing everything but make her
He remembers his swaying feelings and how his happiness only survived the moment
And how in the end his heart was broke and he was forced to removedthe name that was on it
Her namewas on it
He could almost see it coming It happens everytime but he let's the next one proof herself
But he saw it coming
He remember the tears that he never wanted to shed
He remembers his family reading the pain in his eyes and the hurt in his silence
He remembers how he hoped that one would be different
So many nights hed lay alone in bed Thinking of what to do to keep from violence
He thought that one was different...
His thoughts run as deep as the depths of the ocean even deeper than the lowest valley in earth
He"d been a sweetheart since his early birth
Nice to everyone especially his women...but what was it worth?
Stayed faithful and treated them all right Seems pointless when ur heated and tears end Ur nights
His significant past skips through his mind like little girls on the sidewalk as he lays there
His presentdoesnt seem to matter but the sleep he loses sure does
His future is only what he makes it so he ponders to plan his next move as be lays there.
By default his actions make people smile Always putting hisself last n going the extra mile
Where would his happiness come into play?
When could he be the one with a bright face all day?
He realisez he is on the bottom half of life and life itself is taking advantage of him He remembers everything as he lays there He knows he is being drained of his assets By the leeches that he comes into contact with almost daily
Never daily because he doesn't mean that much to any of them.
Yet he"ll do anything on the world for these leeches It's the women that matter the most to him
Their reaction is what he cherishes
Of the smile isn't ear to ear his mission isn't accomplished
His arms always open and ears always attentive but is constantly laying there
No one to turn to
Yet of they only knew
But his smile was nowhere near In reality it was far from here ....and so he lays there..
He bites his trembling bottom lip as his eyes water
He grabs a hand fullnof pillow and looks to theside as if the solution to the problem lay right beside him
He squints then closes his eyes as a tear runs down his cheek like a runaway slave He realisez he is on the bottom half of life and life itself is taking advantage of him He remembers everything as he lays there The tear runs sideways because he lays there
His phone rings
It's a text message adding to the 7 already waitin for him to read
All 8 of them ask for a favor because all 8 of these people know the answer is yes
None of them from the girl he was waitng on.
He assumes she"s busy
But really he is no one to them
He is an insignificant priority to the one he outa first: his own girlfriend
As for his collegues
They all thank him but they all will be back for more like starving voultures
He can barely see the text because his vision is blurred from his eyes watering His cell phone is the only source of light in the room.
Hebshakes his head as he turns his phone off....Then heblays there
He takes a deep breath.
Almost as deep as his thoughts
Never as deep as the wounds in his heart But that's not the only war he has fought Women weren't his only thorn
But women is all he thought he had to earn
Night afternight he lays there.
Love bleeding the the air he exhales
He has too much.
But he's waiting for the right female
As soon as he finds her he will unleash all of his passion freely and gladly on her Freely and gladly because it is a mere exchange
Nothing like his past because things has changed
Be deserves better than what he has been receiving
This day he imagines as he lays there. Trusting God to send her Knowing she won't pop up is knowing he can't just lay there.
But he"z suppose to be sleep so he lays there
He looks like be is counting sheep cause he"z only laying there.
I should know because he is me.
And I wrote this as I laid there