I always feel hopeless like a
puppy by itself in a storm.
I feel alone like everyone says
they do care but really
don't.
Sometimes I feel like it just me
in this big world of strangers.

I don't know what to do,
just like a baby panda that lost
their mommy
because of hunters took her.
I'm trapped and can't get out,
its only me in my empty box.

If you see me smile its
very slim its a real smile.
Usually when everyone is filled with joy
I cry.
And when people are excited about something
I put my head down to be by myself.

I never feel that I'm able to
say what I feel and not be judged,
and I could never open up to
anyone
because they would lie to me or say
they care when they
do'