I think sometimes I look for reasons to get out of this
and to get away from you;
to grow away from you
physically, mentally, and emotionally.
and sometimes I think I have legit problems.
But what do emotional and mental disorders mean away?
Medical professionals label us,
but what does that help?
We have a load of possibly false justifications
for our behaviors and thoughts.
Something that says it's okay to act a certain way
or to feel certain things,
just because you have a disorder,
a simple medical condition?
And to think this is what my future is.