There was this girl who lived with her mother and father


When they spilt up she had to go with her father


She stayed up all day and night wishing for her


Mother to come and rescue her from her abusive father


But her mother didn’t come until one day when the


Father brought the girl to a mental hospital and dropped her off


Ever since then she lives with her mom and her grandma



She has nothing to do with her father she knows nothing of what


Having a father to be there to help her and to except her for her feels like


The girl is alone and knows nothing about what a real father can do


The girl wants to know her father but yet when she tries she gets pushed away


So now the girl sits and writes this poem to some day get her father to


Realize how hurt she is and how him not being there for her is affecting her


This girl is longing for a father and is longing to know what having a father figure feels like and not just a male role model


This girl is lost she is wondering on this road that could destroy her that could get her killed that could make her a mother at 16 she needs help to find away to have a father figure to be in her life but she finds no answer


So for now she sits by the window hoping and praying that some day she will no longer have to wonder what it feels like to have a father.