If the truth will shine through for us,
Why is it still so dark?
If honesty will set you free,
Why do I still feel caged?
If lies are sins,
Why are they the only things that makes you happy?
If the truth is an open door,
Then why is there only walls?
If honesty is a sign of courage,
Then why am I still scared?
If lies weren't meant to happen,
Then why did you accept me?
Letting go of you was the hardest thing,
I've ever had to follow through with.
I thought I loved you,
and you loved me.
You said we'd be together forever.
But i needed to be realistic,
it wasn't meant to be.
We stayed up late,
talking about nothing.
But nothing was what i lived for.
To me talking to you was my everything.
But to you,
it was nothing and nothing more.
For a while,
I blamed myself for everything that happend.
I never knew you had hidden secrets,
Another girl was waiting for you, just around the bend.
And to me,
thats as heartless as it gets.
I kept my heart locked up,
not waiting it re-broken.
I tried to act normal,
why look hurt when you had moved on?
But i was sleepless,
hurting,
used,
and mistaken.
It was my turn to show you that i could move on too.
My heart has mended,
no thanks to you.
And the scars that remain are thin.
I have finally loosened my grip. Something I never thought I'd do. I won't hold on to anyone like that again.
Today I am leaving,
What we had behind.