We were sitting on the grass
It was in the fall and it was kind of freezing
But we were drinking hot cocoa that was steaming
Your friend came up and I nodded in greeting
He got close to me and I started wheezing
This all felt like i was dreaming
I don't even know why I felt like I was sleeping
In my hand, tightly, I held your ring
It was your death i was grieving
And soon, I started screaming
I started to yell for you to come back, I was pleading
And soon, I realized how bad I was weeping
My hand, your friend, was squeezing
This all felt like cheating
But you're dead, and my love for him is deepening