i can't control how i feel
or how i act any longer
the pain inside i try to kill
grows worse eachtime
my mind wanders
i want to die
everytime i take the time
to stop and think
what i left behind
what could've been
it should've changed
but my past
it still remains
what use to be
is still the same
i pray to die
each and every day
i don't know why
i feel this way
ilove you more
than words can say
but when i'm gone
i want you to pray
for God to guide you
through the days
and to never forget
about the one your truly loved
to always keep me in your heart
even when the days get rough