I ask myself tI'me over tI'me... am i really in love? does love really feel like this? is it suppose to hurt like this? when you love somebody are you really willing to risk anything and everything for them? do you really let them do what they do and ignore that your hurting just so that they can be happy? do you really put them first? do you really lose friends because your just so in love? is love really like this? feeling like nobody understands or feeling like you've lost all your friends gets really lonely and hard.not having anybody to talk to or anybody to cry to is stressful. nobody prepared me for love, i had to find out the hard way and I'm still in the process of finding out about love.. I'm still learning..