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February 8, 2011
By AUmbra947 BRONZE, Whittier, California
AUmbra947 BRONZE, Whittier, California
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Favorite Quote:
A change of speed, a change of style.
A change of scene, with no regrets,
A chance to watch, admire the distance,
Still occupied, though you forget.
Different colours, different shades,
Over each mistakes were made.
I took the blame.
Directionless so plain to see,
A loaded gun won't set you free.
So you say.
We'll share a drink and step outside,
An angry voice and one who cried,
'We'll give you everything and more,
The strain's too much, can't take much more.'
I've walked on water, run through fire,
Can't seem to feel it anymore.
It was me, waiting for me,
Hoping for something more,
Me, seeing me this time,
Hoping for something else.


We dance
To the sound of music
to the beat of love
stepping to and fro
playing the part
saying our lines
to others
and to ourselves
ignoring each other
neglecting the truth
hiding with such grace
blinded
to real emotion.
But the curtain is drawing to a close.
The show is coming to an end.
This mask I wear
grows heavy
covering my eyes from the truth
from reality
a tedious endeavor
Can you not see me
Weeping beyond this smile
These fabricated feelings
Of love once real
I waited
So long
For the mask to be removed
waited for the play
to be over
that I may see the real you
only to realize as the curtain was drawn
the one wearing the mask
was I alone
so we go on
dancing to the music
feeling the beat
singing the words
until this worn mask
breaks away
and you see the real me
the husk of a man
you once loved.


The author's comments:
I watched a relationship I was in for two years slowly deteriorate, and finally end. Showing me what love should be, and what I needed in someone. Be careful of the things you ignore in a relationship. They can end up being the very thing to tear it apart, and show you as well that the love you thought real was not love at all. Walking alone is better than staying with someone you know isn't right for you. When your source of comfort becomes a source of pain, break away. The longer you pretend, the more everyone hurts when it ends.

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