I don't know what to do,

I don't know what to say,

What to feel,

What to sense

Where do I turn when I'm confused?

Where do I go?

I feel lost in an oblivion sea,

A never-ending sea,

A sea in which I feel I don't belong,

And even when I do belong,

Deep inside,

A small part of me keeps saying,

"You don't belong here. You belong nowhere,"

I'm weird and lost,

Some may see me as normal,

But it depends who I'm compared to me,

I don't know what to say,

What to sense,

What to think,

I don't know where to turn

Everywhere I turn,

I end at a dead end,

Maybe I should just look towards the future,

And separate myself from life itself,

Split myself from the friends I know,

And some that I might make before I graduate,

Then who would I turn to in times of grief,

Who know,

There's the questions again,

Never ending questions