growing up a mother always asleep. running a much all alone a little wide eye girl. 8years old she is in a new place being beat by one she calls sister. blood related yet so different. another year later she's with her real father. going though being told how worthless she is and how much of a mistake she is. growing up wrong how can this child be anything but trouble. 17 years old finally with a mother who is around. growing fine seen a world of hate yet still finds it in her heart to love. with help of family church and most of all god. she finds her way in a world of growing up wrong. she shows her kindness and lets her wings show. death had its chance and miss it.