I sit alone in my room
Sliently crying myself to sleep
Trying to forget my gloom
Praying that no one hears me weep

I try to reamain silent as the night
I fight back words of pain and rage
Hoping things that will turn out right
Begging time to turn the page

I'm stuck here with my problems in mind
And painful issues tugging on my heart
I try so hard to stay confined
But I need tp fall apart

So if I have one request
It's that I may remain
Silent as the night in it's best
Even though it may seem vain

I promise never to let friends know
That my heart is breaking
I must never let my feelings show
Becuase of what I would be taking

So I will continue my fake smile
To hide my feeble cries
I know it sounds hostile
But I must continue with my lies