I find myself wondering whats destined for me
Should I wonder or accept whats to be?

Will my faiths and beliefs stay the same?
Will my friends and loved ones remain?

Have I made all the right decisions?
My lifes being cut with each incision

I wonder which road to take
unsure and my heart ache's

Scared of whats to come
How will I be once its all said and done

Everyday I wonder whats next
What will I fix,what will I wreck?

I want to make a bigger change
With my dreams nothings out of range

Yet days I slowly break
Certain times I can not take

And then I wonder is this really for me?
Or is this a sign of whats not to be.

I know what I want out of life
but with it, I often strife...