Feelings of anger locked memories of beatings from side to side i trusted you and loved you how could you was i just a dirty queue You used me and abused me but i was to young and to blind to see all the you were doing to me My innocents gone like the blades of newly mowed lawn you took my family and i feel apart look at me now beautiful and young seven years was unfair when you should have be hung your price is a new life my childhood was sacrificed you controlled me every thought not anymore your fait is sought your just another statistic of a sick man me i found my beauty with in you took my heart and threw it out like a meaningless empty card my hole life i have fought and i have mad it this far from you there is no scar.